“On the night it happened I was in my Nan’s house. Gardai came to my Nan’s house. My Mam collected me and took me to my auntie’s house. I heard one of them saying my dad was in prison. I was very sad. I was heartbroken. I will always remember that night. They said my Dad might be on the news. I was very upset. I am still heart broken five years later. I want my dad to come home because I miss him very much. I want him to come home so I can cuddle him and tell him I love him very much. I love you Dad.”